It doesn't feel right that her place should be amongst them. But it didn't feel right when they first passed either.
It is foggy in my head now. I can't see or focus on anything in particular. I'm trying to ease back into things in such a way that will not overwhelm, but I'm such an all or nothing kind of girl, this task is proving much more difficult than it sounds.
I can't do anything but take one step at a time and I think that means hitting "publish" here and moving things toward the archives. I won't ever forget mom, but I can't stay here, in the fog.